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I just don’t give a fuck, when I’m dead I won’t care about anything. And my own existence is full of problems and worries enough just to worry about the goddamn sun or sea levels.

Thank you for understanding, but I didn’t gave up

If I hate something I see online I will say it and nobody should stop me. That’s it. There’s no science behind it.

I don’t have money dude and I’m an immigrant in Europe I can’t have those type of problems.

I have. 4 times, I am not finding excuses, just realise that not everyone is like you and not everyone is as lucky as you. And again fuck Joe Rogan, he’s a bully on steroids mocking things that I like. If anything I would feel weaker and humiliated following his videos.

I didn’t. I just don’t talk I have “empty” as a talking argument. Because nothing happens with me and I’m not a generic functional adult.

Well is not possible for me.

To the waiter and people there doing their job when I needed something. Anyone else feels like I’m bothering them or sucking the life of them.

I’ve seen all those videos, I grew up with Arnold movies FFS, I’m not him. I don’t have his qualities, I really don’t some people aren’t born like that. And fuck Joe Rogan, he mocks the things i still like.

The illusion of “is a game” doesn’t work for me, I’ve playing games for 25 years, I know the difference between what’s real and not, in a game you can try all the times you want, real life failure and humiliation destroys you. You can’t repeat anything. And this suffering isn’t just on my mind, I feel it on my heart. I don’t wanna dream big, especially since that won’t make me happy, my family never dreamt big yet my parents got married, eventually divorced but at least got their failed kid.

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I hope you die alone and without kids.

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I’ve touched grass for almost 20 years, eating alone, walking alone, drinking alone, going to the movie theater, going to the arcade alone. IT DOESN’T WORK. I’m not going to do it anymore… That lonely walk back home when you realize you wasted your time destroys you, makes me wanna kill myself. I rather stay in my room safe.

If you aren’t like me you wouldn’t understand and I don’t expect you would understand, that’s ok. But I find insulting that you think people give up for no reason.

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I had a job, didn’t fixed shit, if anything made me more miserable plus having a body in pain. And I’m low class so I’ll not go beyond that. I’m sure that if I had another job it wouldn’t fix my life right now either.

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