

I’m you in 10 years except I got the high paying job after sacrificing my 20s. In the short term, these waves will wash over you and go away so just bear them out and do something in the meanwhile to feel fulfilled.
Also, introspect some about how much putting off a gf is about your goals and how much of this is avoidance. Given you probably don’t have kids or other obligations outside of studying, you could probably date now.

The site’s utter shit now, astroturfed to hell and back. Only the hobbyist subs that don’t exist here or aren’t active here are worth going to.