I wasn’t expecting this kind of reply, you are in a more shitty position than I initially thought.

I know this doesn’t help but I don’t know what to say to you.

You should seek for the best mental health you can get to deal with your current condition.

It is quite confusing for me why would he do that to you if he is a good support for you as well, maybe he needs mental support more lol.

I’m not trying to be harsh, hope you get these things sorted out!