• sploder@lemmy.world
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    1 day ago

    That I have severe OCD - like off the charts. Lately it’s been replaying the Charlie Kirk murder video in my head that I accidentally saw at 2:00am in a surprise intrusive image attack. So that’s fun. Other things include checking and rechecking everything I fucking do until I’m exhausted, among many other things.

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      20 hours ago

      I think I made the mistake of clicking the same link. It’s a Wikipedia link so how bad can it be?? I’m sure it’s a video taken from far away, right? Wrong. Sorry I clicked it.

      The guy might have been a piece of shit but I didn’t need to see his murder from 5 ft away.

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        57 minutes ago

        Yeah I mean I loathe the bastard but that video really fucked me up I guess. My friend watched it and had no issue at all and I was kinda shocked at that tbh.

        My OCD has absolutely latched onto it though it sucks huge ass. I wake up at like 2 or 3am seeing it over and over and hearing the screams and I puked the first few times it happened. Hopefully my brain will give it the fuck up soon.