Live in the past, is mine. I will listen to things over and over because some songs or even podcast episodes, rewind me back to times where I felt comfortable in. I do sometimes poke my head out to see where things are currently in the present, but nothing around really makes me gravitate to anything current-day. But, then I just go back to my hole in living in the past.
People used to tell old people to get over it about them remembering things as they were all of the time. I’m understanding why they do that. Sometimes the present really truly sucks.
Walks. Like just for sunshine and air. It used to be I was out on a bike from sun up till sun down. You’d see the old people just walking and enjoying life and think damn, I’ll never be that lame. Well here I am. No bike. Just my legs. They weren’t lame. I was a dumb teenager. Walks are awesome.