The fact that violence actually solves a lot of issues but results in punishments.
I don’t generally care about hurting people especially if they hurt me. But consequences are real and you have to deal with them regardless.
The amount of times I’ve had to remove myself from certain situations purely because I was about to commit extreme violence is vast.
I don’t want to hurt anyone but in the moment I want them dead in the worst way and I know I could do it. I can see every way I could make it happen and in the moment I want to do it.
It’s the difference between feeling like doing it and having to fight every fiber of your being to stop yourself from doing it.
In the moment it’s a pure instinctual reaction that you have to consciously ignore. Like touching a burning stove but not removing your hand. It goes against every instinct. Every rationality.
It’s like everything in you wants to harm someone despite knowing it’s morally wrong. It’s a constant battle between instinct and conscious morality.
I WANT to hurt people. I CHOOSE not to. Because I understand my feelings are wrong. But the feelings are still there
The fact that violence actually solves a lot of issues but results in punishments.
I don’t generally care about hurting people especially if they hurt me. But consequences are real and you have to deal with them regardless.
The amount of times I’ve had to remove myself from certain situations purely because I was about to commit extreme violence is vast.
I don’t want to hurt anyone but in the moment I want them dead in the worst way and I know I could do it. I can see every way I could make it happen and in the moment I want to do it.
Damn, to be honest that just seems like quite normal reactions to me…
It’s the difference between feeling like doing it and having to fight every fiber of your being to stop yourself from doing it.
In the moment it’s a pure instinctual reaction that you have to consciously ignore. Like touching a burning stove but not removing your hand. It goes against every instinct. Every rationality.
It’s like everything in you wants to harm someone despite knowing it’s morally wrong. It’s a constant battle between instinct and conscious morality.
I WANT to hurt people. I CHOOSE not to. Because I understand my feelings are wrong. But the feelings are still there