I’m under the impression that Google deliberately hinders their YouTube platform just because you have ad-blockers. With videos taking time to buffer, seems to signal this, because it almost makes up nearly the amount of time for when ads take if you had to watch them. So since you’re ad-blocking and they don’t like that, they’ll make your experience miserable until you want to pay their service or not use ad-block.
I don’t know your mother but I doubt she would actually do that to you. My mom said she’d put me up for adoption when I was a teenager. The bitch lied. Definitely a shitty thing to tell your kid in both cases. For context, about how old are you if I may ask? I have lots of trauma related to my upbringing and I’m guessing you do too. I hate to be the “you should go to therapy guy” but it couldn’t hurt. It helped me out a lot. Also, the brain thingy wouldn’t he effective in changing your behavior anyway, not that I believe it’s something you need to worry about. Still curious if you have OCD? Do you hyper fixate on random intrusive thoughts often?