No it’s that I still have to wake up tomorrow and do the things and then maybe some new things and I have to be there at a time and I have to tell other people about what I have to do at the time and then maybe find time to eat and then sleep again.

And I know it will happen again and again and again and again and again and again and again until I die.

Times and people and things and talking and maybe food if there’s time.

Over and over.

Until I die.