I want my wife’s suicidal depression and anxiety to get better. She has had both since she was 6 years old, and no medication has ever worked, and her anxiety is so bad that she can’t get anything worthwhile out of therapy.
Thank you for your love for her.
To be flexible enough to suck my own dick
You can train that, you just gonna keep at it. In two years you’ll be able to suck your own dick.
Been there sucked that. It’s not as good as you might think.
My wife. I want her to get better, though. Depression is a cunt. So is her abusive ex husband.
Peace of mind
Mental state fixed, society fixed, and a house.
I’m a greedy man, I know
I do not wish to be horny anymore
I just want to be happy
Some people can be both.
Not me apparently
An end to capitalism. An end to companies destroying the world because of greed.
I’d be happy, for now, to just see capitalism take a distant back seat to the driving of intentions around the globe.
Companies have been milking the land, the people (employees & consumers), producing nothing but toxic tinge to everything created by the Earth & her people, declaring the creations “theirs”
I dream of the people of the planet looking back on capitalism as bad times in history. Educational & not remotely desirable to repeat.
I just wanna enjoy things again, at least for more than a fleeting moment before the anhedonia sets back in. Working on it!
A stable, sustainable, peaceful world
To know my heart’s desire.
Koan
The only thing my heart wants is to continue beating.
To see that people actually learn during my lifetime. I won’t see the solution to all problems, but just signs that it’ll change some day.
Honestly? Dating peacefully in my sleep. Like, tonight or something will do.
I usually date when I’m awake but I’ll have to give it a try!
To make sweet sweet music. By which I literally mean music, not sex, to be clear.
To cry in someone’s arms and for them to say “Let it all out. I’ll always be here for you.”
I am an idiot. I have been thinking about throwing that away.
